22 Nov
22:32
I feel like everyone in the anime fanart sphere on twitter and instagram n tiktok are all friends with eachother except for me :( idk how to talk to them i don't like texting 1 on 1...
20 Nov
00:09
I kind of hope uhh my bf stops playing this 1 game, it's just really frustrating to see him spend every waking hour on it and not with my but idk if that's just my jealousy lol, I'm pretty high needs rn. I'm glad he enjoys it sm tho
18 Nov
16:08
Sometimes I look back at my old messages with my groomer. I just look at them, and read them on repeat, willing it to have never happened.
17 Nov
16:08
Will probably move all my nsfw links n stuff to my sin gallery page, since most of them pretain to my art and so it's not something ppl see immediately after scanning my qr code lmao
16 Nov
16:08
I can't watch people enjoy concerts, it makes me too sad to know I'll never see my favourite music artists like that
3 Nov
20:33
If I fail this exam it was not for lack of trying. God please let me pass it please please I've tried so hard
2 Nov
18:54
I feel awful and I miss my boyfriends. I know I shouldn't talk to him but I don't know what else to do anymore this is all too much.
1 Nov
19:31
I wish shows utilized silence over dialogue better. Sometimes less is more and a moment in silence can convey something way better than words. This isn't even show don't tell, it's more like, let an emotion or scene or line sit for a bit for it to really impact the audience. I think shows that did this rlly well were sonny boy and adventure time to name 2
31 Oct
19:38
I studied, took a nap, and woke up in horrid pain. I'm dying
30 Oct
17:16
I might actually throw up I cannot handle all of this right now. I'm gonna sleep and go from there
13:30
Watching Yuki while I work on an Aqua plushie is so funny :P
12:09
Looking up autistic vlog to find likeminded people was a terrible idea. It's either all girls, diagnosis videos (i'm clinically diagnosed already so), or it's fucking "SEVERE AUTISM VS NORMAL AUTISM VS NORMAL CHILD" ass videos, made me feel worse than before i looked sighhh
28 Oct
18:52
Feeling boyfriend withdrawal :( !!!!!
in other news my vlog is finally exporting and I coded my timetable :D !!! Hopefully gonna do some more frame stuff for quality of life coding :p I wish more people coded sites rahhhhh
27 Oct
07:59
Sometimes i watch introvert diary / slice of life vlogs so I can feel like my life is more in control than it is through them. In other news I'm not talking to anyone until my exams are done because I cannot handle interacting with people right now :( this includes my bf
9 Oct
07:59
Until I finish doing my gallery I'll just put art here sometimes soo..... have this scene !!! I heavily referenced a pic for the bg but changed it enough i think lol (the gay furries definitely helped lol) so enjoy looking at it ! I'll make a better scan some time in the future
30 Sept
07:59
Been doing this art practical exam for 2 days now, it's actually not that bad being there at all. This is to say on the weekends, I haven't gone when school's actually taking place until today! Kind of nerve wracking considering I'm the only person in civvies. In the classroom it's chill though, we all just draw and keep to ourselves mostly :3 I really hope I can finish today. P.S for me, check when my appointment with Lisa is !!!!!
23 Sept
21:12
oh we are SO back
11:44
I literally have no idea what's going on with my design practical final and I'm highkey worrying like hell !! HELP ME !!!!
22 Sept
16:07
do ppl seriously not understand how headcanons work ? like the whole point is you know it's not canon but it's how you choose to believe the story go/ would have wanted to go. Idk why ppl get so mad about people having them like it literally is a HEAD canon IN YOUR HEAD THAT ONLY YOU HAVE ??? idk maybe it's a disconnect with how ppl think. I also saw this with some watamote fans where I'm not allowed to think a character is trans personally because it's not 10000% confirmed, when that's not why I'm even thinking it, it's for fun ! and to see myself in my fav character ! get a grip the world doesn't revolve around what you think is canon (that's kinda the point of HEADcanons)
14:59
pony tries sewing over a needle one time regrets it forever
PEPPERONI PIZZA ENJOYERS DO NOT INTERACT !!!!
19 Sept
19:07
holy shit touhou 6 is so much easier when it's not at 2000x speed
15:40
i'm so tired of having to justify my life to other people when i can't even justify a reason to live to myself, i don't care about your approval i just don't wanna kill myself please be nice for once !!!!
10:37
maybe i'll just stay here forever and never go back to my social medias, i don't belong there cuz i was born in SA, no one wants me there
10:19
The shipping for the plushie is gonna be $500 to get to me !! I don't have that kind of money !!! Ending it all !!!!! Like I can't do that AND cover the production cost AND cover the shipping to send to the customers :(((((
18 Sept
22:10
trying my damn hardest to get into touhou lol
14:18
going to tutors now, let's see if I'm fundamentally broken or whatever :p
13:51
The production fee is so expensive rahhh, i wish i sold more plushie preorders :((
17 Sept
19:37
i finished all the sketches for my 20 icons commission :D
also got a comm from some repeat customers, nyehehe moneys :P
i saw the dogman trailer today omggg I'M SO EXCITED !!!!
17:28
erm I made my therapist cry with my journal entry oopsy :3
My plushies also arrived at the post office and I picked them up today (as well as sending out some orders)
i hope my hiatus doesn't kill my accounts too much qwq
13:36
depression is so weird like wdym all I do is jork it and feel sad ??? Anyways I can be extra miserable today since I have therapy /j
12:20
world's most useless pony (me) lies in bed after sorting keychains, due to a tummy ache
09:47
going to my old (traumatizing) school tmr to sort out when I'm working on my art finals. hate it here !!!
i got some suspiciously tomoko-uniform looking yellow fleece today
wonder what that'll be for...
09:31
Working hard with my helpful assistant
